Nikki Bella Opens Up About 'Regrets' In Past Relationship With John Cena (via Fox411)
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, just released their first joint memoir titled "Incomparable" and in it, Nikki comes clean about her past troubles with John, who notoriously voiced his preference of no marriage and kids, despite the pair becoming engaged and then calling it quits for good. Nikki, 36, who is currently expecting her first child with fiance Artem Chigvintsev, admits that she turned a blind eye to her desire of a family when she was with John."Rather than turn and face that, I pushed it under the carpet and figured I could pretend like it wasn't there," Nikki writes in the book, according to the. "Because I was terrified of losing my love, I stuffed my desire for marriage and kids as deep as I could.
The "Total Bellas" star acknowledges John made it clear a union and family were not in his plans. But Nikki revealed that the "more you grow to love someone, the more you want it all." "I stopped giving voice to those needs, though," she writes, adding that she was just "worried" John would leave her.
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